INTRO
(Music Fades In)

VERSE 1
Dear George,
Days like today are so quick;
Its like yesterday
We missed our bus n broke in;
To our high school
On my first day man it was so sick;
Been over a decade
And I burned through it unnoticed;
Noelani's an adult,
...and so's Chris;
You should see Vivi and Josh, God they're so big;
Me? Still no chick
And luckily Still No kids;
I'm doing music now
Helps me feel less hopeless;
Fulfilling your prophecy,
3 projects out of me; Proud of me?
Wish you were here to see all uh these
Hip Hop fans crowdin' me;
A Town would be, so different
If you were still around wit me;
Your body may be sound asleep,
In heaven we're bound to meet;
Once more...Inside I've been hesitant, to try;
writing you letters,
To which I know you won't reply; N I
Don't even know
How to finish em; pray to God
"Let Georgie know, his little bro misses him."

HOOK
Wish you stayed home that night
Not left alone to fight
I'd gladly take...that. Pain... from you;
Wish they could have murdered me
I've Said a lot of hurtful things
I really wish...I. said...I loved you;

VERSE 2
Man George,
We all miss you n show it often;
Even after life you've got girls
Now you just showin' off man;
Things have changed
we've surpassed the walkman;
N flip phones, get this bro,
They're kinda combined now it's awesome!
Apple or android...
Funny to wonder which;
You would have chosen or broken first
These thoughts are comfortin';
On a sub conscience level
Mom just settled, her beef with Alex
You could say they're new bond is special;
Three new nephews, nieces! Even
Julio's got one more;
on the way, I'm sad they
Won't get to play wit Uncle George;
But who knows
Most our family don't even talk;
Your funeral was the last place
I got to see them all;
At the same time, pride's
Too big a size to swallow;
If you were still alive maybe
There'd be no bullshit to follow;
Mom's changed...
Everyone's impatient with her;
Except me...cause I
feel that same pain within her.

HOOK
Mommy outlived her son
Family can't live as one
I'd gladly take their. Pain...from you
Wish they all would be...
Done saying awful things
Wish they'd recall...they. all...loved you;

VERSE 3
I'm so different...
I guess In comparison;
To the brother you once knew
...it's embarrassin';
I'm nowhere near
The man you bragged about n prophesized;
I'm a loner for starters,
A martyr whose lost his pride;
I make this music
For all walks in life;
Been from here to there
Swear my name's Been Tossed aside;
Talks behind my back
Are loud but can be ignored;
This course would never be explored
If it weren't for you George!
How can I fuckin' focus?!
I'll never ever get to show this;
To you, No postponin' or slowin'
I'm goin' but knowin'; You'll only,
be observing,
Makes it all feel less deserving;
Is how I'm curving these feelings of hurting, concerning?
Maybe...
but my feet aren't turning,
I'd have to die early
...atop a gurney;
No matter the tourney
Keep my rhymes as burly
As the reoccurring;
Flurry of Struggles
I'm enduring
Just wish you were Here...
During This journey.

OUTRO
(Guitar Solo)