INTRO
I'm starving myself right now man. I write better when I don't eat.
I write hungrier I guess.
I write what I feel
Or what I do...
But With nothing happening, do I only hurt myself on purpose??
No chorus...
It's just straight up
yo...

VERSE
While Inspiration
Takes Hiatus
Our Undertaking
Trembles;
Now it's essential,
Cause without that differential;
Between the influenced & the influential;
Both my spine & line of work disassemble;
I can't be in
this function;
I'm useless
Like a bunch of fuckin';
Reptiles, with erectile,
Dysfunction;
Feel destructive...
And yet deconstructed;
Tupac said keep ya head up
I do as he instructed;
Should catch a rebound
I need intense sex;
But I be Catchin' feelings quick
In ten secs;
Been on that carousel
Avoiding it's imperative;
There it is, the heart break
To par-take in my narrative;
We've all heard
Patience is a virtue;
In this game it hurts you,
Like when your team deserts you;
...Charlatans
I once considered family;
Abandoned me,
Stranded n single handedly;
I Re-Branded me!
Slammin' these bottles
Like they Aquafina;
Next day, head's hit
By hurricane Katrina;
Brain waves in a rage
Radical currents;
Emotions become my master
After Years of being servants;
Thoughts of love lost
Begin reemergin';
What I thought we were
...we weren't;
Habits I kicked, kicked back, back to my old ways;
My Strange addiction
Latching onto these cold pains;
I know you feel that
It's all over your home page;
Post after post...
Same old craze;
Cryin' bout the whole change;
Since the old days;
Making 25 feel like
It's an old age;
Number one power
Y'all wishin' for is top flight;
Now you're doomed
under the world's spot light;
Next ya wanna switch
To invisibility;
All I wanted
Instant stability;
The rapture hit me
I'm busy Going cray cray!
About to cut myself,
With a straight raze!!
Straight faced! Down!!
Inside a play place;
At the Ceremony
If y'all can afford the state's rates;
Buy me a headstone
Birth and Death same dates;
Then engrave:
His home he'll never vacate;
No fat guy with a bagpipe PLAY BASS!!
Worms eating my remains
Don't forget to say grace.
...yeah...
...Don't forget to say;
Don't forget to say
Yo forgive the way;
This poem is written
This poem is soundin';
My think-tank storms the gates and all who surround it;
If you home loungin'
Or maybe cruisin' to it;
You choosin' this piece
To listen to is Improvement;
It's hard to splash your mind
With my uniqueness;
When there's sound waves
Always making you think less;
Staring at my Phone
So pathetically;
As if to find that
somebody finally messaged me;
Like my recent chick
Rap fans Rejecting me;
I'm Not expecting me
To simply inherit Everything;
Happiness always
Changes its Price Tag;
Put me in a white jag
THEN ask if I'm sad;
I'm Wise man,
Cause though it might drag;
I know the life fact
Struggle has no white flag;
...Wit hell on Earth
The world can be the Coldest place;
Like an Overweight ice pack
on my shoulder blades;
...I Dig in My past
Leave No ghost erased;
They say it sucks I Rhyme sad
cause my flows are great;
Ain't enough to know your place,
You either mold or break;
Fuck shock, I wanna rock n
Bring about a Culture quake!!!
Instead I'm here...
I'm here WITHOUT inspiration.

OUTRO